All you need is....

I am trying....
I have grown, I know.
Fate has been kind to me.
Life has been fair, or so I thought....
I am running short of energy.
I need love. I have always.
When I think my life is great,
Life shows there is something greater.

Then I start pursuing it,
And I end up nowhere.
I look around, everything is new.
I have come a long way, can't retreat
I try to to sow my seeds.
And Life starts to feel great,
Life shows there is something greater.

I have grown all these days.
I remember when nothing hurt
I remember when everything hurt
Now I believe I can handle 'em all, Or so I think.....
One moment am confident
Am happy and in bliss
And the next moment in doubt,
Am I?

Life goes on,
doesn't wait to enlighten me..
Life is beautiful, or so I think....
It is simple. It is complex.
It sings.

I need love. I have always.
I am trying to love myself.
I love myself, or so I think.......
I need people. I need smiles.
I need hi's. I need laughter.
I am needy.

I am trying to be at peace with myself.
Telling everything is ok.
I know people love me.
I am ok, or so I think....
I have grown,and so have my thoughts.
Filling me with doubts,
which almost always are seldom true.

I am not feeling home.
I doubt my path.
I dont give my best, or so I think.....
I am trying to listen,
My heart has been yelling.
Its very noisy.
I need calmness.
I need love. I have always.